Dear Shoki

I’m so sorry. I didn’t fight for your joy and freedom. I’m sorry for all those days when you cried in the bathtub. I’m sorry for your bruises. I’m sorry for all the pain you had to endure.

I’m sorry you were bullied for your weight. I’m sorry you were bullied for the way your skin looked.

I should’ve fought harder for you. Maybe it was God’s plan. To strengthen you.

Please know you are beautiful. You have a beautiful smile. Your laughter lights up the room. Your presence is important. You really do matter. Heaven’s got a plan for you.

You are so strong. You’ve endured so much. I’m proud of you. I’m happy that you still have so much love and passion in you. Don’t let anyone try to take it again. Guard your heart. Always. Don’t forget to pray. Healing is a lifelong journey. Don’t give up. I love you. Mama loves you. God loves you.