I’m struggling …

Since I fell sick in 2021, I have been making an active decision to take my relationship with Jesus seriously. May 2023 was when I did a proper repentance prayer and at that point, I had forsaken a lot of things that were against God’s word. I started to see God move through me. My

God’s will

God’s will is for me to serve Him. I cannot wholeheartedly serve him without forgiving and releasing James from my heart. I now know that when he gets aggressive, I should react with silence and then prayer. I should always find something to be thankful for and my Father in Heaven will forgive me. If

Forgiveness and reconciliation

Forgiveness doesn’t mean reconciliation and it doesn’t mean what they did is okay. It just means you don’t want them to hold you back. You want to heal and move on. You don’t want to continue having negative thoughts about them. Yes they hurt you and yes you want revenge but “Vengeance is mine,” says

Change is coming

While praying today my heart was filled with gratitude. Physically I’m not where I want to be but my heart or maybe the Holy spirit is telling me that my story is changing for the better. Change is coming. I feel it in my spirit.

A letter to friends old and new

I want to apologize to my former and current friends. Especially my primary and high school friends. I was not the friend you needed. I didn’t know to love you the way you needed me to. I now know it’s because I had no reference point. You deserved better. I’m trying to do better. Most

Dear Shoki

I’m so sorry. I didn’t fight for your joy and freedom. I’m sorry for all those days when you cried in the bathtub. I’m sorry for your bruises. I’m sorry for all the pain you had to endure. I’m sorry you were bullied for your weight. I’m sorry you were bullied for the way your

The Heart of a Conqueror

Hello there 🙂. My name is Shoki and I am a conqueror. In February 2005 my mother passed away. I was only 9 years old. I had been battling depression and anxiety from the age of 14. In 2019 I was at my lowest point. Depression almost claimed my life. But I decided to fight